WTH happen to my life ....

What I did wrong ? I just want an answer ... No feeling ? T^T .... What should I do ?! Arh !!!! All I can do is to endure ... !!! Arh .... So confuse .... What should i do T^T ... Why is my life like this ? I love I have God with me but ... I really dun want what is happening now to happen .... I guess it is a test for me :( ... I must really Endure with it ! T^T ... still sad ... What happen :( ... Satan get out of my life !!! In Jesus name I pray !!! Satan SIAM SIAM SIAM !! Go away ! Satan go get out of me in Jesus name I pray !

Dear Heavenly Father ,
I know I am going through a trail now . I know you want to make me stronger . So be it I will still stay strong in you my Lord and King . Father I thank you for this time .
In Jesus name I pray . Amen

have a nice time yesterday :)

What should I do ... Haix  ... Whatever it is i know someone is with me forever :) haha :) yesterday I have so good time with Joreen :) well although there is people around but i am still gonna do it :) and i did :)I love you :)

Cell Group yesterday

Title:Love

1Corinthians 13 1~4

Love is the greatest gift from the lord.

Do we speak with love to other or no love to the others ? 

As believers we are called to love as it is the greatest gift that God give it to us . As we are given love but we still have to share it with others.

1 Corinthians 13:4 says that  Love suffers long and is kind ; love does not envy ; love does not parade itself , is not puffed up. It means that Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, 

When we love someone we always wanted to change his/her heart . For example that if we are in school singing the national song and we saw the person we like , whenever the person need something you will always want to give that person the thing he/she needs . But sometime when we come to God we will be like this " pray is it ? okay pray." But than after our hand is kind of no strange than will put their hand down . Why we always left up our hand pray ? When we left up our hand and pray it means we surrender to God,Jesus . Pastor Kong's father is older than most of us but once his hand is kind of no strange he will use his left hand and support his right hand up . If pastor Kong's father can do it why can't we ?

As God love us so much why can't we just rise up our hand for him ? As God will loved us even if we did something wrong.

We must always try not to have enemy but be friend with that person . For example someone stare at some of us than some of us will say " what are you looking at ? " That will be wrong . As we must not have enemy but be friend with others . That action just now will made enemy to each other . If we have no enemy but be friend with that person that is call love.

We must not back stab others.

1Corinthians 13:6 : Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

So let's not speak bad about someone.

We got to love the sinner but hate the sin.

How would we wound love without trying it?

We can do something because people think we can . Is not because we think we are great our own was . We need others to think we can do it too .

Love never fails .

Whenever people say something bad about you , you must endure .

God is the giver of love.

We can say we love but our heart may be far a way . When we say we love it must be from your heart .

1) Love yourself 

2) Love God 

3) Love others

Sorry ....

Sorry guys :( I have not Blog for so long le :( as I am rather busy the whole week :( but i just found time for the time to blog again >< I am so sorry :( ...

God

We are Bio-psycho-social-spirtual-beings.

God is also a God of generation.

I should have stracture and we also need understanding of growth, we need maintainence , we also need transformational leadership.

Wisdom

Pslam 90:12 : Teach us to number our days aright,that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
We will all go through 5 different of years in our life like :
1)Learning years 
2)Earning years 
3)Investing years
4)Legacy years
5)Golden years 
We all will have to learn at some age like 5~21 . 
We all will have to also have to work at ages like 21~50
At times we will invest something it must not be about work you also can invest something like invest some money to support your family .
Legacy years is a year that anything handed down from the past, as from an ancestor or predecessor.
Golden years is  the time after one's retirement. As we all will have a age of retirement .
Dear heavenly father I really want to thank you for all the blessing  you gave us . Everything have a cycle . It will always be the same years going on . This is the plan of God . This doesn't means that we can't do something different in life like investing your life into God as he is the one who gave as all . In Jesus mighty name I pray .Amen 

New thing i have :)

I just brought a new guitar :) haha ... Although i dun really know how to play that well but ... At least I know how to play a bit >< haha ... I need someone help from my friend to teach me how to play real well :) haha ... I am really bored now ... My guitar ... Is like .. I dun know how to play ... -.- ... Sigh ... Never mind :) I go and learn some on youtube first :) haha :) >< this guitar I brought it at where I learn my piano lesson :) My guitar is black :) haha >< I think it's really cool to play guitar so i brought one and play :) haha >< I really want to master the guitar :) haha .. But it's quite hard :) as there is always a first time in everything :) haha this is a good first time :) haha :) I must jyjy so i can play a song for you guys can post it :)...

Bad day :(

Hi all ... Today I was late for school as my alarm spoiled :( my phone is taken by my teacher too but after school I get it back from him :) haha . One more worst thing is that ... I am performing for the school on the 27 September .. I will a bit of ... So called " Shy." Sigh ... LOL ... Anyway . I am going to Taiwan when the holiday come ... That is also one bad thing because my friend say that there is a lot people there will take children like us and chop of our hand and leg and become a begger ... So we can help them get money or so called " earn money " ... I am so freak out after hearing that T^T ... But ... My Goeg teacher says that there de waterfall and all that very nice ... I really want to see it in person but :( I got the fear of going there you see :( Sigh ... Never mind ... I will think about it :) Haha and I hope I will know weather to go or not ... I now a bit scared scared ... :( . Never mind I will overcome this fear soon so I can go to Taiwan and see the waterfall !! I am so gonna take so many picture :) I also have to think of where to go after Taiwan :) maybe going Europe ? Dun want to go Europe than I go Japan first ? The place I know my parent will sure go one place :) that is not other than USA ... To go and find my auntie ? ... Sigh ... I just hope my auntie will come back Singapore by than ... I hope so because I have been to USA a lot time le and I want to go to some place I never go before -.- ... The problem is that where should I go? Any suggestion ? :) Please do leave some suggestion for me :) haha see you guys soon :) I am going to GYM first after that than I will go and study :) haha see ya :)

God

                                                          Gods plan of salvation . 

3 things that God is worthy to receive

1)Glory : All praise

2)Honor : All respact

3)Power : All dominion

In Roman 3:23 says that : For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.

2 things that they committed

1) They refused to glorify God or worship him as king.

2) They become unthankful for all his daily care.

The result is :1) In mans mind they became corrupted in their thoughts.2) In man heart they are foolish hearts were darken.

1) Deceitful above all things

2) Our heart can be desperately wicked - cheating in school , smoking .

Like what Mark 7:21~22 says : For from within, out of men's hearts, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery,greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly. 

Sins and consequences

1) Sin = As an inward spiritual attitude of rebellion toward God , which is expressed in outward acts of disobedience.

Like what James 4:17 says : Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn't do it, sins.
Two types of sins : 
1) The sin of commission.
2) The sin of omission
                                                              Salvation
Romans 5:12 : Therefore, just as sin entered the world through one man, and death through sin, and in this way death came to all men, because all sinned.
Romans 6:23 : For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Wages: The money that is paid or received for work or services, as by the hour, day, or week.
James 1:13 : When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone.
1) Spiritual death = Inward separation from God.
2) Physical death = Outward sickness.
3) Eternal death = banishment form the present of God forever.
Matthew 25:41 : Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels.
Revelation 20: 12 : And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life. The dead were judged according to what they had done as recorded in the books.
Revelation 20:15 : If anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire. 
8 Kind of unrepentant sines 
1) Cowardy
2) The unbelieving
3) The abominable
4) Murders
5) Sexual immoral 
6) The sorcerers 
7) The idolates
8) All liars

Hebrews 10:26~27: If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left,but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God.

The purpose of Jesus death and resiration.

Hebrews 4:15 : For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin.  

Unforgiven sin is the greatest barrier between God and man. 

3 Facts

1) Christ died  for our sin 

2) He was buried.

3) He rose again on the third day.

Hebrews 7:25 : Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them.

6 Things God can saves us from .

1) Forgiving our sins 

2) Renewing our mind 

3) Healing our emotions

4) Healing our bodies

5) Breaking the cursed of failure and defected .

6) Prospering our live.(Bless)

God can give us 3 wanderful gift .

1) Repentance 

Luke 24:47 : Repentance and forgiveness of sins will be preached in his name to all nations, beginning at Jerusalem.

2) Remission of sins ( release from its guilt and panety .)

3) Salvation.

Acts 4:12 : Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved.

God I thank you for what you gave us today . You forgives our sin even when we did such sins . I really want to thank you for all this knowledge in me . If it is not because of you we won't have what we have today . In Jesus name I pray . Amen.

school day

Hi all ! Good morning :) haha today I am going to my school :) To say the true I really miss 1N3 noise ... I never thought i would say this but ... It is true ... Haha ... I have a school to run to now :) see you guys later :) haha

Back from school le :) haha I have comman test today :( very scared >< .... Scared that I will fail :( today i spa with Eddie :) haha ... But I spa with him not fun de ... One punch he cannot -.- I am wandering that is he a boy -.- ... Like a girl like that -.- today my Bio teacher came back and teach us for this week :) I love it when the Bio teacher teach us :) because she is very fun :) and the way I talk to other teacher they will scold but she wont :) she is very open :) haha I like open teacher :) (Y). Haix ... I have to do homework now :( ... LOL ... >< I must study hard now :) so I maybe will have a chance to go up to express next year :) haha ... I regret that last time during PSLE i still playing ... I still remember than that time i never even study for 1 hour ... I mean last time not even a min i am studying back than ... But now I still have time I must really study hard now>< haha :) see you guys later on :) haha remember to pray for me that I will become a great pastor like pastor Kong as he has change the world with his world and saving more and more people :) haha and also do pray for me on promoting to express >< haha see ya :) enjoy your day :)

Okay I am done with my Homework :) and i have study le :) haha I am studying for a better life :) haha i have been studying so long :) I think is time to relax awhile :) haha ... I am so looking for Tomorrow :) haha because it is school day ! And I love school because I will get to see all my friends :) haha when I am sad it is always my friend and cell group come to me first :) I love them all !! I really want to say that God is a good planner to me :) as he plan all this friend I have now and not to forget my beloved cell group !! You all are like a family to me :) haha ... Thanks for always being there for me when i am down and playing with me when I am bored ... And make me laugh when I am emotional :) ... I really really want to thank God for this good thing I have in life :) I cant even picture it out what will happen if my life is without you guys :) haha I cant think for that >< that will be my greatest regret in my life if I have not know you guys :) ..

God

What is the picture of God in your mind ?
When we are a child God love us and he called us son and he taught us to walk by taking us by our arm and God scooped and fed us . As you can see that in the bible Hosea 11:1~4
1) God the father is Faithful.
Psalm 36:5 says that :Your mercy, O lord, is in the heavens;Your faithfulness reaches to the clouds.
Psalm 105:8 also said that : He remember His covenant forever The word which He commanded, for a thousand generations.While means he is so faithful that he remember everything that he commanded forever .
Hebrew 13:5 he said that : Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have . For he Himself has said, " I will never leave you nor forsake you." the key word is  I will never leave you nor forsake you. 
Matthew 28:20 says that : "teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always , even to the end of the age." Amen.
2 Timothy 2:13 said that : if we are faithless He remains faithful; He cannot deny Himself.
2) God the father is Generous .
Psalm 84:11 says that : For the LORD God is a sun and shield; No good thing will he withhold From those who walk uprightly.
 Psalm 35:27 also said that God is very Generous because it say's : Let then shout for joy and be glad, Who favor my righteous cause;And let them say continually ," Let the LORD be magnified, Who has pleasure in the prosperity of His servant."
3) God the father is Affectionate.

We are the apple of God's eyes

Hebrews 4:15 says : For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are , yet without sin .

We may have forget our pain but God have remember every moment about our life. God is everywhere with us . Sometime we have no idea our father God is so affectionate .

4) God the father is Attentive.
In 1 peter 5:7 says that : casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
john 5:17 also said that : But Jesus answered them, "My Father has been working untill now, and i have been working."

5) God the father is Accepting .

God is not always asking for more . God is kind and loving . Most of the time God just want to hug you and hold you and say i love you .

morning everyone :)

Good Morning !! Haha >< I am still losing my cousin -.-' but ... I am improving :) haha :) anyway i am going tution soon :) haha although it's study but it's very very fun as the teacher is very funny LOL :) After tution i will be going to watch other movie :) haha this time round is with my friends :) but i scared during the movie halfway i have to go le :( i have to go and find my other friend to study ... As my SA coming ... But now study hard than after SA i can play like mad again >< haha i have to just wait for awhile >< I must study hard and dun let people look down on as a going out freak >< haha okay i got to go le ... See ya ! bye i will be back at about evening ...See ya

Hi guys i am back to home sweet home :) haha my tution we have a oral :) and it when well LOL ... My outing with friend rocks ! Because we went to crystal jade just now :) The siao long bao there is so nice :) Yummy lol ..My cousin just went back to his house just now :) haha .. While I am eating we share with each other between my friend about how we spend our time this week holiday . All of us have been doing things very cool :) haha and I learn how to play the board with the wheel on it that one :) haha it was so fun .. But whenever we learn something new like that we will sure get some wound ... Because that's my first time playing that thing LOL ... I did fall down quite a few times :) but i am okay haha ... That board thing was so fun ! You guys should try it one time :) haha because everything have a first time :) haha .. Let's talk about my dream .. My future dream is to become a Pastor in City Harvest Church :) and i want to follow the foot step of Pastor Kong hee :) as he is a powerful person :) whenever he peach i will think what he say's really changes my life :) haha .. Pastor Kong is a man of God that help us understand God better :) Wish me luck on my future dream of being a Pastor of City Harvest Church .. I know it's hard to follow Pastor Kong's footstep but i will try ! :) haha ..

God

When we have fun we must always remember that God gave us all this :) . God is light . As bible says that God is light to everything . God is light to everything because God give a start to everything like give us sun and through sun is like a light source to us and  to the plant and than we can eat it God have everything plan even before anything happen. Just like 3000 years ago that God knows that we will go through all the thing we are going trough now so he send his only son Jesus to earth to teach us about how to go through all this thing because God know what will happen 3000 years later . The main point here is that God know what is gonna happen and he the answer is out whenever something have not even happen. God could just give us food without tease but he know that it will be boring for us so he added tease in the food for us :) That's why God is the light .

morning :)

Good morning :) haha ... Later on at 4 i have to reach woodland and than to expo for service !!! I love Friday,Saturday and Sunday is not because is no school is because i have Cell Group on Friday :) Saturday i have seervice !! I love service ! Because i will get to know more about God's words :) And i love God the most :) haha i love you God ! Sunday is because i get to go and hang out with friend but sometime Sunday is really boring because i do not know what to do >< but now i have friends to go out with every Sunday :) haha i am so greatful that i have a perfect God :) haha i really love service i say agian :) haha

hmmm what should i do now ... i just played besketball but ... after that i am so bored >< but i want to play more besketball but my cousin said "i want his life is it ?" lol ... haha ... I am looking forward to the service later >< but time seem so slow now >< haix ... When i want time to be fast it just stay there >< how should i burn my time now ? Any idea ? Haix .. I fallen in love with my blog le LOL ... Well there is nothing to do now >< should i go and play volleyball with my friend ? Hmm i wander are they busy now ? =.=" my cousin just said he is not going to play volleyball with me ... LOL ... he saw my blogging >< LOL .. What should i do ?? This is a very hard question for me , for almost everytime and day >< Coz i just ran out of idea of what to do >< pls someone tell me what to do ? My mind is blank now ... Cant think of anywhere to go now ... Well i guess i should just find someone to go out with me to watch movie :) but who ... Let me think .. Sian ... If i ask my cousin to go ... He will only sleep inside the cinema ... Who is that perfect person to go out with me now ? Is it God ? I know God is always with me but .. I need someone to really be sitting beside me or standing beside me to go with me >< Oh well ... I guess the person is God now :) haha i will go and change and go for the movie muahaha ... Other question ... Which movie should i watch -.- ... Wa a lot question to ask myself >< ... Well i go and bathe and change a shirt to watch movie :) if I am lucky while i am walking halfway i will saw someone who want to watch movie with me>< haha who will be that lucky person ? Let's find out :) but first i have to bathe first :) haha okay perfect plan (Y).

Today service was so powerful !  Pastor Phil preached today ! His word was so powerful ! After service we have a farewell party for Eric :) the picture above is Eric :) Haha .. But our farewell party were fun and pain you know why ? Because after the farewell party Dicky hit the tree and the tree have a bee hive on it and when it hits the tree all the bees flew out ! And i am sting by the bee :( on my hand and my butt ><.. haha anyway i just when home :) haha I am going to bathe soon after that basketball ! I need to train hard to win my cousin :) wish me luck on that :) (Y). Haha :) Good night !! I love you all who looked or view my post/blog :) haha Sweet dreams to everyone :) good night agian :)

God

I want to thank God for all the friend i have and the cell group i have now :) whenever i have problem i know that God will also be there for me :) I am so happy to live in a life of crist :) haha i workship you lord .. I jesus name i pray AMEN.
“The great day of the Lord is near. It is near and coming quickly. Listen! The cry on that day will be bitter…I will bring distress on the people and they will walk like blind men, because they have sinned against the Lord. Their blood will be poured out like dust and their entrails like filth. Neither their silver nor their gold will be able to save them on the day of the Lord’s wrath. In the fire of His jealousy the whole world will be consumed, for He will make a sudden end of all who live on the earth…Seek the Lord, all you humble of the land, you who do what He commands. Seek righteousness, seek humility; perhaps you will be sheltered on the day of the Lord’s anger.” Zephaniah 1:14-18  2:3

Start of something new :) haha

As you all know this is a new blog that i have as my old blog is dead >< so this is my new blog haha welcome everyone :)
-.- wtf sia ... yesterday was a fun day and i also get angry while having fun as someone does want to get wet but goes into the water -.- and after going into the water this person is wet and blame me for that -.- wth right ? ... This is not the first time man ! It's have been a few time when this person does not want to do something yet this person done it -.- it doesn't make any sense to me -.- haix ... well that's life .... no choice :( but i am really sorry that i scolded that person :(  well if that person really forgive me is good larh but -.- if no ... i dun know le ... because i am not in a wrong but i just feel so sorry that i scold that person in front of so many ppl >< pls forgive me T^T